R。At Home

 
Today, I got a phone call form Singarpo.
My aunt...asked me about work.
''What do you want to do after Australia?''

I don't know how to chose my next step.
My aunt asked me about feature after Australia, she wants me can go to Macao to work.
...work in Casino.

I think it is a interest a job and I want to try this kind job, but my aunt said I have to stay Maccao a long time for this job maybe I need to sign a contract with casino.
I really want to try but I dont want to have any contract.

Then...she asked
You don't want to earn more money? You have to know ''Dream'' and ''life'' are different things.
It is a chance.

But I am 28 years old, I don't want to be a waitress. Just a waitress.

Yes, I know ''Dream'' and ''life'' are different and I also know no money no dream, no money you can't to do any thing.
But sometimes I just want to myself to be happy, that's all.
If I can't let myself to be happy I can't to anything very will.

I try to find what do I want in this travel. I found out I like to take a picture and arrange photos.
Sometimes I dream that I have own brand and store. shoese, clothes, something stuff for girls....

Yes, I have a dream. But anything build on money.

Oh God, I hate to think about money.
I have to spend more time to think about it. Dream and life.

Could someone give me a suggestion?