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轉換意念，不好的事情轉眼間它竟變成你該珍惜的事物“時間”
今天終於和遠方的朋友通上電話了，心頭上有種感動
沒有太多話要對彼此說，但感覺得到是我們都很掛念對方
我們彼此花了點時間告知對方這兩個月所發生的事情，此刻我在做什麼
對方給我很大的鼓勵，他說...從對話上我穩重了許多，視野更寬闊了點，他很替我感到高興
但我卻傻笑著不確定自己是否有改變
Finally, I had contacted with my friend who live in British, I felt so move.
We don't have more have to say, but we still miss for each other.
We spend time to talk about what happen in this two months and what am me doing for each other.
She gave me encourage, and she felt that I have given to change, be steady,the field of vision is wild, she was very happy for that.
I didn't say anything and I am not really sure have I gotten to change.

聊著聊著，我將這幾個禮拜等工的事情和他說，有點浮躁同時又有點平靜，心情很矛盾
但卻是我有太多的時間在亂想，搞得我每天晚上都失眠
I tell to her what had I done in this few days, and I have felt impetuous and calm in the same time a littel contradiciton.
And I have more time to think, it lets me insomnia.

他突然說，我覺得好棒 你的人生有三個週，整整三週是沒有太多鎖碎的事情要煩惱，只要擔心的是近期工作問題
而我有三週的時間可以去面對自己，沒有雜音（社會，家庭，朋友的干擾）
認認真真地與自己相處，即便沒有做任何事情他都不算是浪費
你比那些在台灣的人，整整多了三週去好好想想自己，看看真實的是我
She said you're so lucky because you have three weeks , whole three weeks don't do anything just worry about work.
and I have more time to face myself, no one can bother.
serious with myself event I had not done anything in this three weeks.
You're very lucky than who living in Taiwan. You have whole three weeks to think about future and find something from yourself.

三週，三週...在與他對話前，和朋友聊天他們總是說幹嘛浪費時間去等，一些偏向負面的話
但卻在一著轉念間，我開始覺得我好幸福
這三週說白過也沒有，回想這三週，我學會和自己說話，每天都會問自己
現在想要的是什麼？未來想要的是什麼？回台灣的工作要走哪一方面？Three weeks...Three weeks...before I tolk to her, I tolk to other friend who is my friend by the same question.
They always say that I am wasting time and something is negative.
But I try to change my mind, I feel so happy and luck.
Did I wast time from this three weeks? I try to remember this few day... I have learned to talk with myself. and I have asked myself...
What do I need? What do I want in the future? What will I do in Taiwan in future?

最近常上的網站，除了當地的網站，還會看看台灣的1111,104 尋求未來工作的答案
當然還有很多事情，看書，看電影，幫貓拍照，學作食物....
I search website recently except location websit sometime I search 1111 or 104 to try in find feature week.
I have done many thing like read, see a movie, take picture for cat, learn to how to cook...

學會了蔥油餅


學會了拉麵條

    
學會了地瓜球還有鹽酥雞

沒有明確的答案，卻有個方向
我想要讓自己的人生故事再多上幾筆，未來好和朋友，小孩，孫子分享，在老的時候回味自己年輕在這地球上走的每一步
故事比不上財富（雖然我還是想變成有錢人＾＾）
No correct answer but I had gotten a direction.
I want to get many story in my life time and I can share with my friends, children, grandchildren and I can review what had I gotten in my young when I old.
Story can't be good than wealthy (Alought, I still want to be a rich woman.)

但我可以確定的是，我知道我自己不再是一個怕孤單的人，而我也越來越享受一個人
'時間'我不再年輕，但我卻擁有了這美好的三週，扎扎實實的
接下來我想學會的是不再追著時間跑，而是他追著我跑
but I can sure a one thing, I am not till afraid alone and I start to enjoy alone.
'Time' I'm not young  but I had has three weeks.
I will try to learn how to let time follow me.